My little babies are turning 7 months old today so I thought I would write a little note to express how I feel about being a father. Being a dad is something I’ve looked forward to for a very long time and now I have 2 beautiful babies at the same time. I can still remember how nervous I was when I got the call from mommy that it was baby time. I was so excited and scared all at the same time. You were so little, mommy thought that because I didn't like holding other little babies that I would be nervous holding the two of you. No way I wanted to hold you in my arms so badly.
I was away working for most of the first couple of months of your life. So my time with you consisted only of the weekends, but it made getting through the week that much easier knowing that I got to come home to the two of you and your pretty mom.
Month 3 I finally got to be home to see your smiling faces every night. It was amazing. It was great to be able to come every night and hold one of you. You see that is one of the greatest things about having twins. I never have to fight with mommy to hold you. There is always a baby that needs some attention. I also got the pleasure of blessing the two of you. Now i’m not going to lie and say I went up there and gave the best blessing a dad has ever given his children. Because I was scared out of my mind. I did it though, but I thought i might pass out. While you will never be able to remember what I said to you I do hope you remember that I was the one who was able to bless you and no matter how scared I am I will do everything I can for the two of you.
Month 4 You two are starting to get so big. I sometimes still look at you two and am amazed that you know that I’m your dad. It still seems odd to think of myself in that way. However you two are some of the cutest and happiest babies a dad could ask for. You always have a smile or a laugh that puts me in a good mood no matter how bad my day has been.
Month 5 I cant believe how big the two of you are getting. Bentley your still a bit on the shy side. But those that can find a way to make you laugh or smile get a rare treat. Chloe you love everybody. Your my little sweetheart. You two are very lucky that you get to have your wonderful mommy home with you everyday. I hope when you get older you will realize how much of a blessing it is to have her home with you every day.
Month 6 Your personalities are really starting to show these days. I can already tell that Chloe is going to be a very active baby. You cant even sit still while I feed you. You have to have some part of your body moving. I think its so cute right now but Im sure in a few more months iI'll wish you would just sit still for a moment.
Bentley your still a bit shy like me but not as bad as when your were a baby. You are certainly a-lot more calm then your sister. Im hoping that as you two get older your sister can help you with being more outgoing and maybe just maybe you can get her to sit still for longer then a minute.
I hope the two of you know how much I love you. How much both of your parents love you and each other. I will always be there for you no matter what you do. I cant wait to see what you will turn out to be when you get a little older.
Love Daddy
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